Slowly... but it's happening.
That urge to scream, the moment where I break.
I'm going to shatter again, aren't I?
One again I'm back to this place.
I'm back to the warmth I ran away from.
The warmth I told myself I did not...DID NOT...need.
But here I am again.
When is it my turn to deserve the warmth?
When is it okay for me to just feel and not fear?
When am I going to learn to trust?
Or am I already too late?
Have I lost?
Have I unintentionally done it all over again?
Have I pushed this person away from me with mere emotion?
Have I already lost the one person who had been my equal?
My eyes hurt... but I won't let them cry.
My body aches of fear of losing...
I don't want to lose...
I like you. I actually like you.
I'm so close... I can hear myself crack... again.
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