personal=impersonal

So when did that happen?

When was it ok to not stand up for your friends.

 Or say that they have faults and be impersonal about every goddamn thing! 

WHEN?

and why wasn't i told that this is how it was going to be? 

When did it become okay to not defend people that you have known for so long.

 People who depend on your friendship, people who love you for who you are. 

I'm telling you Design does shit to peoples heads. 

You say you want a revolution 

Well, you know 

We all want to change the world 

You tell me that it's evolution 

Well, you know 

We all want to change the world 

But when you talk about destruction 

Don't you know that you can count me out 

Don't you know it's gonna be all right 

all right, all right  

I'm back World! I'm back Madras! I'm back old me... did you miss me? 

I had to let it happen, I had to change

Couldn't stay all my life down at heel

Looking out of the window, staying out of the sun

So I chose freedom

Running around, trying everything new

But nothing impressed me at all

I never expected it to

What can i say really, it's like everyone has become scared. 

why? 

yes, we are in a new place, 

yes we don't know too many people,

 yes viman nagar is not a nice place to have a design college in, 

so what is stopping you? 

What is making you sit day in and day out living your mundane life and looking at other people while they live, laugh, cry...experience!

Okay, so you had it rough,

 so did everyother freaking person here!

 you think you're the only one with problems?

you think that no on else at the same time as you  was going through something even worse? 

The answer is so simple and it's right there...LOOK! 

it's called letting go. 

And when the broken hearted people living in the world agree, 

there will be an answer, let it be. 

For though they may be parted there is still a chance that they will see, 

there will be an answer. let it be.  

Every year has a new beginning but that doesn't mean you are new, 

you are the same. 

don go and change cos you think everyone else is. 

Stand your ground!

Be who you always have been. 

but don let petty things get a hold of you and latch on forever. 

This year has been one of my best,

 I still stick to that theory tho it was a little prematurely announced on a drunken night with my freinds. 

But it's true!

i haven't changed an ounce of what i believe in and who i am. 

I've added i few new things to me. (upgraded myself but still the same old thing)

Things to help me survive in design.

 when was it ok to let impersonal become the new personal?

why are we okay with being in relationships which obviously makes us unhappy?

So unhappy that you're trying to dig deep and find something that... 

well i hate to say it... doesn't exist? 

What is a relationship if it's not based on trust? 

how long can you hold someone responsible for a mistake 

they could not help but make?

If you love them you stick by them and let them know you're there...right?

So why has everyone based their relationship on the outside? 

L.O.V.E very strong word. and so hard to find because it's not just the physical or even the mental. 

It's emotional. 

You need to be ready to expect anything.

 Hurt, anguish, Pain, Happiness, Joy, Intimacy.

and still not judge the person.

 you love a person for who they are. 

The whole Shabang not just one tiny part that caught you're attention.

I loved you

grey sweat pants

No make up

So perfect

Our love was comfortable and so broken in.

 Why don't we wanna have long lasting friends?

 why are we happy to say, 'ya their my friends' and then tell ppl  they have faults? 

We know... We know we have faults...

 it's our friends who don judge us about it or rub it in our faces. 

So why change that now? 

Sigh. 

Have I said too much?

There's nothing more I can think of to say to you.

But all you have to do is look at me to know

That every word is true

i miss you.